i know things have been a bit complicated and it's definitely hard (for me) to communicate most of the time, but i want to let you know that i'll always be grateful for you and whatever you have done for me, unknowingly or not. we got closer at a point in my life where i really needed someone like you - sweet, caring yet unidealistic, rational, driven, down to earth and a constant stable presence. sometimes super... indecisive... sometimes. but okay i'm also a really indecisive person so i can't blame you lelsss

your presence honestly opened my eyes a little and made an impact in my life this year, after whatever emotional turmoil i went through before, and i have no regrets whatsoever. you were always quite a sweet friend to me and to others around you, even before i got to know you better away from your lame jokes and weird personality. will always remember when you bought me cookies after my uncle passed away, and helping me through that shitty phase with khai. and i'm sorry again for whenever i was snappy and mean to you, just because i didn't know how to behave or where i stood with lines so blurred.

even the thought of you leaving right now is slightly unbearable, especially after i've grown so accustomed to your presence and realised how much i've come to depend on you. but life is a lot bigger than this, and i hope you have the loveliest summer back home where you'll be much happier, and in brunei travelling with your friends.

keep the flame in you alive and remind yourself to make the most of every moment!!! live with no regrets this summer (and for the rest of your life). please train for your half marathon, don't die so we can run from ecp to marina barrage (and back) and have 78 xiao long baos and salted egg chicken when i'm home :))))

xxxxxx
nitz