heyyyyy ok i am pissed off cuz i typed out sth long ass and my app just had to crash so fuck it i'm gna summarise everything and bloody sleep forever (or till 5am).
Okay had open house prep + ac prep and spent most of the time hauling around maggot sacks with the Maria Seeses feat. ah boi jenny. went to beach road with wanlin to get stuffies and had a romantic time heeeeehee ohya + tangyuans and dinner!! went out with mama @ night for 2nd dinner/supper then..... k nights.....

ps. fuck off my life bloody fake piss off bye

Just thought that, maybe, after all those distractions plus coals, things would be better.




Cooooaaaaalllllssss
EchoOoOoOoOoOo 2011

Okay gonna try to make this as weewee as possible cuz...... i need to sleep forever. asap. Highlights:

Tent pitching!!!!!! Ok it was totally completely different compared to the np tent so like..... mindblown lolsSsSs and the pegs were practically needles which wouldnt stay put for shit. Added rocks around the peg but still kept bloody collapsing so I pushed it all the bloody way in and right now there is still mud in my nails as I type.
Outdoor cooking was super crazy it was practically a bloody buffet though we took hours the first time cuz of bad allocation + confusion sigh but we improved so 3 cheers for echoOoOoOo whoopies and the noodles were solid fuelified = food poisoning ;__;
Pre-Campfire/Campfire!!! Our skit was..... lol. I think I was the only one laughing so hard my back ached throughout the whole damn thing omg sorry but shit did you see the umbrella flip over okkkkkkkk it was completely..... wrecked. Our poor ex-flag. But whatever we didnt even use our real flag so.... yup G double O-D J-O-B good job Echo!!! We sucked but tried our best so we rocked socks!!!!
Abseiling/Wilderness oh myyyy mamamadada ok it was the freaking bukit timah bomb!!! Not to mention super awkward for an unmentionable reason heh heh heh and I sort of overcame my fear of heights and developed this new fear of slipping whoop 3 cheers for anita!!! Climbing up was c r a z y fun k never depended on a rope this much my entire life man and hoboed on the cliff for awhile with mah bitch then abseiled down asdfghjkl worst yet best experience in my life I literally prepared myself to die halfway through and got rope burns through the gloves argh never knew I was that heavy. 7 hand cramps!!!! Argh ok and I fell on my butt but it was super good for a first timer ahahahahahah ok some credit thanx!! Not to mention the first sunburn I got in years yippee!! Wilderness was super super fun man trekking through the reserve and nearly slipping 5000000x and doing our flag ah ok echoOoOo.

+Leadership games + interviews + catered food + bonding + sleeping + dreams + bus rides + sleeping again + eating + bathing. so much more.
School everyday from today + CAMP AGAIN NEXT WEEK WHOOP.

O yeah after debrief + final pictures today, had lunch + open house prep with the athenanas god I missed them so mucherssss ahhhhh gosh.

Ps. Couldn't have asked for more. Lihui Ishu Brenna Xinyi Tiffany Shanna Chorying Yexin Ruiqi Julia I.Shengmin I.Estella I.Emily.

Pps. Get me aloe vera gel NOWOWOWOWOWW

Pps. Get me 27 plasters

Ppps. I need my ankle guard

Pppps. When shanna brought her chicken + brenna brought her instax and xinyi brought cup noodles.


Echo will own this effortlessly okay bye miss me!!




Had parade in the morning and ran to esther's house to get slacks for wl whoop it was awesome!!! Ended up not having endurance run though sighhhhh cries.
After that went for coals audition ECHO OWNED IT!!!!!!!!!!! Thought we were gonna totally exceed the timing but whoop we had 40+ secs left!!!!! Whatever man we did our best and i'm proud of us wheepie!
Had macs that the nanas dabaoed for me AND THERE WAS TATASAUCE IN MY BLOODY BURGER spent 15mins wiping it clean lolSsSs and ate with esther + the nc peeps.
Went to watch people dance and twisted my already sprained ankle cuz of our dramatic entrance to scare them. ok.......
Oh yeah had the awesomest romanticest (trying to) nap with chelsea & jaslyn by the pond :''') Not to mention it started pouring like nobody's business halfway. lay there for more than an hour and i just couldnt fall asleep while jas was pigging sigh my life. did so much thinking for idek what reason...... okay her dad sent us to serangoon and then I met daddy for dinner wheep back home @ 8+ oh and favourite aussie cuzzies came over last night yay!!!! Party freaks for life! Seriously just let me sleep forever now man bye.

heeeeeeheheheeeee


Overslept, bought bfast for lihui and reached school at about 9 for coals whooopies WE WILL OWN AUDITIONS TOMORROW! Left after awhile to finish up on open house proposal with chelsea omfg marias for life man not even kidding. Spent 2h on manpower ahhhhhh god but yup we. are. almost. done. Okayyyy things were awkward in the canteen for a reason or two.... hmmmm. Went to beach rd with chels and jas again to collect ponchos + torchlights + free whistles and had TANGYUANS omg cries and I nearly bought a coconut oh the cravings a maria can get. Okay bought romeo & juliet on sparknotes I AM DETERMINED TO DO WELL BITCHES. Went all the way to nex/serangoon mrt with them cuz I missed my stop cries. Then bought $1 stone chocolates then headed back. Right now I'm just so tired I can sleep forever argh done packing uni after finally.

This is getting out of hand. Too late to turn all this drama around. How long more do I have to live with this.

ohmy just remembered........


Today was amazing wheep went to school at 8.30 for coals and then went to army market with chels & jas the macmarias to get stuffies and had bachormee + mouthgasming tangyuans for lunch I FINALLY KNOW WHAT BACHORMEE IS OMG where is my life!!!!!! Oh yay i'm in lit for the 3rd time lol someone tell me this streaming shit has finally ended for me. Bought tangyuans back for the dancee peeps lolassSsSs then scrubbed acrylic off the floor like the macmarias we are.... Still pissed off. Would it hurt so bad to be 3x less selfish??????? Did open house proposal + banner + booth + played monkey with a pack of smashed esther's cheeseballs yep had sweettalk for the first time in 5995959 years wheepie then went home argh so bloody tired. Synced Underthemistletoe and now i'm still syncing my pathetic phone sigh bye BYE I need a break so badly

ps. Eat your breakfast.
pps. still contemplating in whether to post it argh










Today started off sad and then it was happy then very sad then very happy!!!! Ok woke up on time for once and didnt go back to sleep for once.
Helped out with dance prep and worked + hoboed with jas and chels hahahaha MacMarias then went to get macs for squaddies! 20c for sauce 5c for straws and 10c for tissues NO KIDDING ok kidding anyways some teacherface had to call about subject crap and ruin my entire day yup spent 15mins repeating the same thing on the phone and I have to call her back tomorrow no joke.
Nope sorry no changing anything on my side. School can't do anything to me without my consent so leave me the fuck alone man and let me make my decisions even if you wont listen to my side of anything. Had slurpee with straws which turned into an ice kachang with 3 spoons with alicia and jq otw home hurhur.
I need to use full stops k headed to ep for blendit then bought Under the mistletoe cuz I couldnt find Mylo Xylotoooooo ahhhh coldplaaaay. Gonna try my luck @ nex tmr okay!!!!!

ps. I do have some of the amazingest squaddies ever.

i need this.



Overslept today!!!! Was supposed to be in school at like 9.30 but reached at 10.30 poor shersia omf ok had ac prep then advanced party!!! Sigh didn't feel the same as last year's. Last year we didnt really have to care and now we watch each other's every bloody move...... Cheering was fun oya i was so wet. And got into skit!!! Srsly unexpected... okaaaaay ended at like 4+ and then helped cheorograph the first part for dance. Sent ali and jq to pp mrt and reached home at like 8pm my god k i am so drained and e x h a u s t e d right now. Was watching harry potter & the chamber of secrets for the 21st time.

Coals + volunteering to help dancees tmr, being busy is the life. Oh yeah I can't wait for next year man. But......... sigh.

Ps. Be happy Nicole, because you can.

Pps. Hot n cold. Why.

Accio


Usual saturday with piano and then tuition then had bbq @ manny's with rachie eddie melly and jen. K so it was her sissy's birthday and yep nice food + rich chocolate cake + marshmallows + alot of dogging with the doggies and nice romantic talks + walks in and around the pool hahahaha. Though edwina was totally out of the doggy picture man poor little shiny pants had some phobia :'''( I cant imagine being in a class without these babies k but looking @ the bright side i still get half of them next year. okay rachel's papa mama sent melly and I to hougang mrt!! Got coffee with mum and home at like 11.30pm..... And I need to be in school at 6 tmr sighzers...

Oh yeah did I mention mr chue sent Ali and I to kallang mrt yesterday talk about an awkward ride man.

Please get well soon mummy. This feeling. It sucks so much knowing I can't stop you from doing your best.





Trying my bestest to heed her advice. I have it in me to be happy and I just have to find myself. I just have to be me, and I won't have this internal rotting feeling anymore... That's what they all tell me. What they don't say is......... how........




Went to school to meet echo and then had dragon boating 4-6pm @ kallang and it was gross but ok super fun. Reminded me of the times when I would just boat because I could and I felt like it. Okay streaming results were more than fine. I think I'm lucky as hell to get my 1st choice. Though I want my sshist lit sigh
not enough people to open a freaking class. Next year's gonna be a happier year with my lito kiddo gang. I have to believe that.

I didn't even feel like blogging today. Just so god damned tired. I don't like recalling past events. No matter how recent. I don't like conjuring my past feelings and evaluating them. Its just so draining and I'm always at a loss for words. I think I need someone and yet something's stopping me. I don't even know what I'm doing and what I want man jeesh I should stop messing with myself. Someday I'll appreciate all this.




Hi!!!! Woke up late and went for ac prep 30mins late and alicia just had to prank me and get my panties in a bunch by telling me i was 1.5h late that loserface. yippeeee it was sooo fun and then walked/ran/scream through the batshit crazy excuse of a thunderstorm all the way to the bus stop in a poncho + a useless umbrella with wl!!!!!!!! Had starbucks at nex with her and joined the rest at some hobo place having macs. Talked then went to study at rockery with chels jen wanlin esther!!! mouthgasms


extended our lives and lost 1000 asses laughing at unglammy shots in my darling baby phoney <<<333 left at about 5 and went home yippers! amazing day yay!!!


ps. I bloody hate blogging from iphones
pps. yay




Today was a down day. I think I've just realised how fickle nearly all my friends are. How can I understand you when you do things this way. I miss you baby. The old you. My closest friend the first half of last year. The you before you changed. You probably won't ever read this sigh but whatever....... And get well soon ddddharnia you bitchheart!!!! I miss you tooooooooooo.

So no big surprise i couldnt bloody wake up in the morning. AKLTG was ok!!!! sat with 2O at first then went to join wanlin and the 2H peeps. it would have seriously made a huuuuge impact on my life had I not went through it 3 times before. I still have all my old sketchpads and oh well at least they provided better markers this time. HAD TO MISS AC PREP asdfghjkl oh interesting thigs happened too chelsie and joeie have competition!!!!!! yay so I havent eaten and i need food really byezzzzz i miss my bezfran



some way or another today was a sad day. couldnt even bring myself to be crazy.