1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.
2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.
3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.
4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.
5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.
6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.
7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.
8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.
9. organize your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.
10. have a luxurious shower with your favorite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturizer, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.
11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behavior. realize you can learn from your dog.
12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.
14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.
15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.
16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.
Burn
POSTED ON Saturday, June 29, 2013 AT 6:51 PM \\
Attempted to run because what just happened really sucked and probably ended up making the worst decision of my day. My head is throbbing very badly and the much too physical burn in my butt legs arms and practically every part of my body has intensified into something more, and I feel so so so exhausted and my mind overly focused. I just want everything so bad. I haven't been resting properly because of that constant guilt, that has led to a huge waste of time running away from my studies and reality, basically. I fucking need to start planning my time and life properly
Stop making me out to be some kind of fucking hateful antagonist in your fucking perfect life story
Guess I've somewhat sorted myself out yeah and there's only one thing I should do now uh study of course
POSTED ON AT 12:27 AM \\
Just spent the past two hours sewing uhhhhh and it's time to watch superman returns for the 3rd time.
i'm a very troubled teenager
Squash
POSTED ON Thursday, June 27, 2013 AT 11:54 PM \\
Fucking shag right now like......really really shagged and ankle's acting up pretty bad after today's insane session of squash. I HAVE THE BEST COACHES ever!!!!!! Really proud of myself too look at what i have achieved. Er yea i think i forgot to mention how shag i am and i'm going to sleep now bye
Ps. body ache coming right up and i really like muscle aches
Let's
POSTED ON Wednesday, June 26, 2013 AT 12:53 AM \\
I dont want to fucking see anybody
Let's not ruin this let's sort this out
Time to unravel this fucked up lump of string
Life is about focusing on the colours, the brighter and bolder ones
Some sort of an attempt at a closure
POSTED ON Tuesday, June 25, 2013 AT 1:49 AM \\
I know i need to put my life back together but this feels so good i don't even want to anymore. It's been beyond imaginable, the way i've been living, i feel so different and somewhat the same way i used to feel years back. Like maybe 5/6 years or so ago. It's scary because it confuses me and i just feel like i change much too often. But i like it this way. I feel much lighter yet at the same time something keeps haunting me. This change has led to me subconsciously letting go of some things. Many things, that i had been drawing into my life lately. I did not understand what i was doing back then and i still don't. Maybe it was the result of what happened to me last year. Reflecting in my means of coping with myself throughout this current duration. Not so current anymore to be honest, seeing how i've changed and had my mindset hardened and polished over the past week.
I am over this life. I have come to the conclusion that it will never be worth it, and i am past putting myself, and the people who care, through this only to discover what i already know
Lol that whole lump of deep thought was the result of me sidetracking uh ya i wanted to put my life back together right??? Been spending almost every night watching superheroes be all magic and then crying over them like the fuckTurd i am lol Ya i have to put my life back together..... Because right now all i can think of is um amath...and how im probably gonna watcj xmen tmr night LOL fuck me over
Anw This is a fucking long post im typing out on my phone because i just finished rewatching the Dark knight rises and i cannot sleep because i want to cry because batman because.....christian bale
Oh i was also rly productive today i think cos i did more amath Ha ha ha and finally caught WWZ FUCKING THRILLER heart-stopping shit everybody must go watch it ok
I'm still very confused but i've been trying my best to live with things on the simpler end lately so i will do myself a favour and not dwell into this again
just watched batman begins and the movie felt so unfamiliar i'm starting to feel like i never actually watched it before but I DID but i was 8 lol i think lol
I should make it a point to watch one hero film every night for the next week (still left with xmen) yeaaaaaAAa since it makes me feel fucking light and all faith in humanity LOL anw probably the best decision i have made in awhile
bye for some reason i'm really looking forward to tomorrow just because it's a new day
KELLIN QUINN
POSTED ON Friday, June 21, 2013 AT 4:31 PM \\
I DONT WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME COS I DONT THINK THAT THEY'D UNDERSTAND
baby
anw lol its day 2 and i have yet to step out of my house (not counting going down to book squash courts/indecision over yesterday's hello kitty) because of my fucking headache and ya just...life. Spent all day looking forward to tonight's macs and curry fries and spiderman 3. Maybe i'll move on to batman too.
fuck this is not how i should be living my life. Not to mention it's been the weirdest shit two days of my life cos i have never been this comfortable wasting my life away at home
I feel the need to re-evaluate alot of things in my life now. Haven't been extremely unhappy or upset about anything in particular and I no longer feel extremely dissatisfied and overly confused, and i think that's a very good thing. But that's probably cos i spent half my free time (set aside from trying to do shit loads of amath) watching lame shit chick flicks and trying to derive some meaning about life and what I want / who i am / angsty teenager crap. Stayed up for abit last night watching superman returns and I actually cried a few times but I think yesterday was a really good day though i couldn't recall what i did when i tried earlier today... which is damn worrying because my memory has been getting from bad to worse. Have i not been sleeping enough??? Is sleep even a factor?/? Anyway i just remembered that it was wanlin's birthday and we all went to surprise her ha ha ha
ya i dont have a picture of her so here is an old picture
then just studied with esther for the rest of the afternoon
Right.... so the past few mornings have been spent groping my sheets and rolling about in bed for about 2h while snoozing my several phone alarms. I am so fucked for when school starts and i need to stop this shit because i always wake up feeling like i'm fucking wasting my life away.
i think i had a good lot of things i wanted to re-evaluate um like how I've been treating/behaving around the people around me and no those two are not the same things to me. I think i have fucked alot of people up in this lifetime lol who am i kidding its been barley over 16 years lol i typed barley I'm not deleting that Okay back to topic... Yea i am currently aware of how many people i have messed up or affected one way or another and am I proud of it??? No. I don't recall making conscious decisions to do or say anything like i anticipated the outcomes. Guess it was always a typical spur of the moment kind of thing, i mean who the fuck thinks "oh if i do this i am so going to fuck her up ha ha" maybe they had a conscious idea of the possible outcomes of the situation and they just never had the foresight to predict that the cons would outweigh the pros so maybe they just say and do whatever their guts deemed right. Why am i suddenly talking in third person lol this is about me. ok anyway this is one thing i need to change about myself though i stand by my vision of not regretting anything that i have done because THIS IS WHO I WILL BE
i am now too lazy to complete this life re-evaluation post but i dont want to sleep so.... i'm going to continue watching LBD
and maybe explore spotify because i think i may have just uncovered something fucking AMAZING
bye
ps. i'd just like to share my documented night with curry fries
FUCKING LOVE
Tragus and the judgeable
POSTED ON Monday, June 17, 2013 AT 10:33 PM \\
Wow this app is damn weird now it's gonna take some getting used to. Anw the first part of today was damn brilliantly spent with cel and my million fat ducks i couldn't afford though they were on half price.
Did i mention i also finally pierced my tragus after all that gun vs needle dilemma (cos the cartilage is fucking thick what if it explodes right?????) but yea just did it and bam i think i only popped a nerve or two or maybe seventy nine.
Went to the airport to meet sarah and her partial kumquats and send sha off afterwardssss
Damn attractive thai girl i spotted on the skytrain. Swear i couldn't stop staring into her eyes i think her boyfriend wanted to hit me. Also got to spend quite awhile with the two judgeable and i'm really quite fond of them
Hello bby please set your mind straight and focus on the right things, i think you're getting there already. Love you and can't wait to see you on thursday
Camwhores
XoxoLuvz
Moleless marilyn monroe in a spaghetti-stained apron
bye
PS DAMN STOKED FOR ADIDAS KOTR with the biste 🌚
POSTED ON Saturday, June 15, 2013 AT 5:26 PM \\
I feel like this perfectionism will kill me or drive me crazy to an extent where i feel the need to do so myself
Identity crisis
POSTED ON Thursday, June 13, 2013 AT 12:38 PM \\
Facing a mad identity crisis and I think it's best to be alone till I figure things out, or just study it off as I should be. I feel so messed up inside and I don't know how or who to take it out on other than myself. Or my steamer because nutella blossoms. (Hey, I tried)
Swee Choon
POSTED ON Wednesday, June 12, 2013 AT 10:34 PM \\
Day spent with bren yesterday, featuring sha ❤ and sarah in the form of my penguin bagsie with diapies
Extremely shag and feeling slightly off color right now but nonetheless many smiles and bloated tummies for today well spent with biste along the eye-opening streets
Can't seem to get a grip on myself... What if I'm the reason the two of you might fall out once and for all. Feels as though all that's going on in my head is out of my control.
Something's off
POSTED ON Monday, June 10, 2013 AT 9:04 PM \\
Now You See Me. (now you don't) ((always one step ahead of you)) Hands down one of the best films of 2013. Maybe I'm just thinking this way because it's all still fresh in my mind after yesterday, but it was too powerful and the planning behind all that magic was whoa mindfuck and goosebumps throughout the entire movie
Living with a certain anxiety in my chest all day today and I can't seem to figure what got it started. I just feel so... upset about so many things. I want to be distracted from it all yet I'm pulling myself back in by cooking up the most brilliant of plans lately. I feel like this dissatisfaction thing might have gone up a whole level, and I have been behaving so rashly. For the added thrill perhaps.
Got my ear pierced with chua hoorah. Also rather enlightening part of the day spent visiting sha with sarah. It sucked seeing her so weak and just all drained and I really hope she feels better tomorrow when we revisit. Love you and stay strong bby.
Shooting prelims / live love lepak
POSTED ON Friday, June 7, 2013 AT 8:51 PM \\
Here's to acing shooting finals, and zero regrets:
The nerves came crashing while we were in the waiting room just as it always does. I don't know how I should be feeling about today's shoot, because I am void of alot of things I'd have expected myself to be overwhelmed with at this point. Just as I was an hour before the shoot itself. I know I expected alot more from myself, but I suppose I am past beating myself up over things that are out of my control, for now. Finals, let's give this our final and best shot.
Really such a pleasant week and I am feeling satisfied about many things. Hopefully things will stay this way. Love you biste :') really so touched by smelly kat
smelly is the new melly
Designated driver / spideywidey
POSTED ON Thursday, June 6, 2013 AT 10:10 PM \\
Was looking back at all my old shit and realised how much my blog has in common with a pool of angst so here are the happy vibes of the week:
Great time spent with az and mel yesterday after remedial. Felt so enlightened after understanding and realizing how much we actually have in common and how we have found our potential future designated driver for when mel and I are too drunk to ferry ourselves home safely in my lamborghini
Really so glad I decided to give today a chance because it's been so long since I last felt myself let go and enjoy like that. Great climbing and jamming and chilling and living life
Thank you for everything and here is clear evidence of how life never has to be as plain empty as it appears to be
16 small steps to happiness
POSTED ON Sunday, June 30, 2013 AT 10:07 PM \\
1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.
2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.
3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.
4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.
5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.
6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.
7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.
8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.
9. organize your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.
10. have a luxurious shower with your favorite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturizer, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.
11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behavior. realize you can learn from your dog.
12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.
14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.
15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.
16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.
Burn
POSTED ON Saturday, June 29, 2013 AT 6:51 PM \\
Attempted to run because what just happened really sucked and probably ended up making the worst decision of my day. My head is throbbing very badly and the much too physical burn in my butt legs arms and practically every part of my body has intensified into something more, and I feel so so so exhausted and my mind overly focused. I just want everything so bad. I haven't been resting properly because of that constant guilt, that has led to a huge waste of time running away from my studies and reality, basically. I fucking need to start planning my time and life properly
Stop making me out to be some kind of fucking hateful antagonist in your fucking perfect life story
Guess I've somewhat sorted myself out yeah and there's only one thing I should do now uh study of course
POSTED ON AT 12:27 AM \\
Just spent the past two hours sewing uhhhhh and it's time to watch superman returns for the 3rd time.
i'm a very troubled teenager
Squash
POSTED ON Thursday, June 27, 2013 AT 11:54 PM \\
Fucking shag right now like......really really shagged and ankle's acting up pretty bad after today's insane session of squash. I HAVE THE BEST COACHES ever!!!!!! Really proud of myself too look at what i have achieved. Er yea i think i forgot to mention how shag i am and i'm going to sleep now bye
Ps. body ache coming right up and i really like muscle aches
Let's
POSTED ON Wednesday, June 26, 2013 AT 12:53 AM \\
I dont want to fucking see anybody
Let's not ruin this let's sort this out
Time to unravel this fucked up lump of string
Life is about focusing on the colours, the brighter and bolder ones
Some sort of an attempt at a closure
POSTED ON Tuesday, June 25, 2013 AT 1:49 AM \\
I know i need to put my life back together but this feels so good i don't even want to anymore. It's been beyond imaginable, the way i've been living, i feel so different and somewhat the same way i used to feel years back. Like maybe 5/6 years or so ago. It's scary because it confuses me and i just feel like i change much too often. But i like it this way. I feel much lighter yet at the same time something keeps haunting me. This change has led to me subconsciously letting go of some things. Many things, that i had been drawing into my life lately. I did not understand what i was doing back then and i still don't. Maybe it was the result of what happened to me last year. Reflecting in my means of coping with myself throughout this current duration. Not so current anymore to be honest, seeing how i've changed and had my mindset hardened and polished over the past week.
I am over this life. I have come to the conclusion that it will never be worth it, and i am past putting myself, and the people who care, through this only to discover what i already know
Lol that whole lump of deep thought was the result of me sidetracking uh ya i wanted to put my life back together right??? Been spending almost every night watching superheroes be all magic and then crying over them like the fuckTurd i am lol Ya i have to put my life back together..... Because right now all i can think of is um amath...and how im probably gonna watcj xmen tmr night LOL fuck me over
Anw This is a fucking long post im typing out on my phone because i just finished rewatching the Dark knight rises and i cannot sleep because i want to cry because batman because.....christian bale
Oh i was also rly productive today i think cos i did more amath Ha ha ha and finally caught WWZ FUCKING THRILLER heart-stopping shit everybody must go watch it ok
I'm still very confused but i've been trying my best to live with things on the simpler end lately so i will do myself a favour and not dwell into this again
just watched batman begins and the movie felt so unfamiliar i'm starting to feel like i never actually watched it before but I DID but i was 8 lol i think lol
I should make it a point to watch one hero film every night for the next week (still left with xmen) yeaaaaaAAa since it makes me feel fucking light and all faith in humanity LOL anw probably the best decision i have made in awhile
bye for some reason i'm really looking forward to tomorrow just because it's a new day
KELLIN QUINN
POSTED ON Friday, June 21, 2013 AT 4:31 PM \\
I DONT WANT THE WORLD TO SEE ME COS I DONT THINK THAT THEY'D UNDERSTAND
baby
anw lol its day 2 and i have yet to step out of my house (not counting going down to book squash courts/indecision over yesterday's hello kitty) because of my fucking headache and ya just...life. Spent all day looking forward to tonight's macs and curry fries and spiderman 3. Maybe i'll move on to batman too.
fuck this is not how i should be living my life. Not to mention it's been the weirdest shit two days of my life cos i have never been this comfortable wasting my life away at home
I feel the need to re-evaluate alot of things in my life now. Haven't been extremely unhappy or upset about anything in particular and I no longer feel extremely dissatisfied and overly confused, and i think that's a very good thing. But that's probably cos i spent half my free time (set aside from trying to do shit loads of amath) watching lame shit chick flicks and trying to derive some meaning about life and what I want / who i am / angsty teenager crap. Stayed up for abit last night watching superman returns and I actually cried a few times but I think yesterday was a really good day though i couldn't recall what i did when i tried earlier today... which is damn worrying because my memory has been getting from bad to worse. Have i not been sleeping enough??? Is sleep even a factor?/? Anyway i just remembered that it was wanlin's birthday and we all went to surprise her ha ha ha
ya i dont have a picture of her so here is an old picture
then just studied with esther for the rest of the afternoon
Right.... so the past few mornings have been spent groping my sheets and rolling about in bed for about 2h while snoozing my several phone alarms. I am so fucked for when school starts and i need to stop this shit because i always wake up feeling like i'm fucking wasting my life away.
i think i had a good lot of things i wanted to re-evaluate um like how I've been treating/behaving around the people around me and no those two are not the same things to me. I think i have fucked alot of people up in this lifetime lol who am i kidding its been barley over 16 years lol i typed barley I'm not deleting that Okay back to topic... Yea i am currently aware of how many people i have messed up or affected one way or another and am I proud of it??? No. I don't recall making conscious decisions to do or say anything like i anticipated the outcomes. Guess it was always a typical spur of the moment kind of thing, i mean who the fuck thinks "oh if i do this i am so going to fuck her up ha ha" maybe they had a conscious idea of the possible outcomes of the situation and they just never had the foresight to predict that the cons would outweigh the pros so maybe they just say and do whatever their guts deemed right. Why am i suddenly talking in third person lol this is about me. ok anyway this is one thing i need to change about myself though i stand by my vision of not regretting anything that i have done because THIS IS WHO I WILL BE
i am now too lazy to complete this life re-evaluation post but i dont want to sleep so.... i'm going to continue watching LBD
and maybe explore spotify because i think i may have just uncovered something fucking AMAZING
bye
ps. i'd just like to share my documented night with curry fries
FUCKING LOVE
Tragus and the judgeable
POSTED ON Monday, June 17, 2013 AT 10:33 PM \\
Wow this app is damn weird now it's gonna take some getting used to. Anw the first part of today was damn brilliantly spent with cel and my million fat ducks i couldn't afford though they were on half price.
Did i mention i also finally pierced my tragus after all that gun vs needle dilemma (cos the cartilage is fucking thick what if it explodes right?????) but yea just did it and bam i think i only popped a nerve or two or maybe seventy nine.
Went to the airport to meet sarah and her partial kumquats and send sha off afterwardssss
Damn attractive thai girl i spotted on the skytrain. Swear i couldn't stop staring into her eyes i think her boyfriend wanted to hit me. Also got to spend quite awhile with the two judgeable and i'm really quite fond of them
Hello bby please set your mind straight and focus on the right things, i think you're getting there already. Love you and can't wait to see you on thursday
Camwhores
XoxoLuvz
Moleless marilyn monroe in a spaghetti-stained apron
bye
PS DAMN STOKED FOR ADIDAS KOTR with the biste 🌚
POSTED ON Saturday, June 15, 2013 AT 5:26 PM \\
I feel like this perfectionism will kill me or drive me crazy to an extent where i feel the need to do so myself
Identity crisis
POSTED ON Thursday, June 13, 2013 AT 12:38 PM \\
Facing a mad identity crisis and I think it's best to be alone till I figure things out, or just study it off as I should be. I feel so messed up inside and I don't know how or who to take it out on other than myself. Or my steamer because nutella blossoms. (Hey, I tried)
Swee Choon
POSTED ON Wednesday, June 12, 2013 AT 10:34 PM \\
Day spent with bren yesterday, featuring sha ❤ and sarah in the form of my penguin bagsie with diapies
Extremely shag and feeling slightly off color right now but nonetheless many smiles and bloated tummies for today well spent with biste along the eye-opening streets
Can't seem to get a grip on myself... What if I'm the reason the two of you might fall out once and for all. Feels as though all that's going on in my head is out of my control.
Something's off
POSTED ON Monday, June 10, 2013 AT 9:04 PM \\
Now You See Me. (now you don't) ((always one step ahead of you)) Hands down one of the best films of 2013. Maybe I'm just thinking this way because it's all still fresh in my mind after yesterday, but it was too powerful and the planning behind all that magic was whoa mindfuck and goosebumps throughout the entire movie
Living with a certain anxiety in my chest all day today and I can't seem to figure what got it started. I just feel so... upset about so many things. I want to be distracted from it all yet I'm pulling myself back in by cooking up the most brilliant of plans lately. I feel like this dissatisfaction thing might have gone up a whole level, and I have been behaving so rashly. For the added thrill perhaps.
Got my ear pierced with chua hoorah. Also rather enlightening part of the day spent visiting sha with sarah. It sucked seeing her so weak and just all drained and I really hope she feels better tomorrow when we revisit. Love you and stay strong bby.
Shooting prelims / live love lepak
POSTED ON Friday, June 7, 2013 AT 8:51 PM \\
Here's to acing shooting finals, and zero regrets:
The nerves came crashing while we were in the waiting room just as it always does. I don't know how I should be feeling about today's shoot, because I am void of alot of things I'd have expected myself to be overwhelmed with at this point. Just as I was an hour before the shoot itself. I know I expected alot more from myself, but I suppose I am past beating myself up over things that are out of my control, for now. Finals, let's give this our final and best shot.
Really such a pleasant week and I am feeling satisfied about many things. Hopefully things will stay this way. Love you biste :') really so touched by smelly kat
smelly is the new melly
Designated driver / spideywidey
POSTED ON Thursday, June 6, 2013 AT 10:10 PM \\
Was looking back at all my old shit and realised how much my blog has in common with a pool of angst so here are the happy vibes of the week:
Great time spent with az and mel yesterday after remedial. Felt so enlightened after understanding and realizing how much we actually have in common and how we have found our potential future designated driver for when mel and I are too drunk to ferry ourselves home safely in my lamborghini
Really so glad I decided to give today a chance because it's been so long since I last felt myself let go and enjoy like that. Great climbing and jamming and chilling and living life
Thank you for everything and here is clear evidence of how life never has to be as plain empty as it appears to be
good indie,