new year's party at cynthia's 8 storey (!!!!!) semi-d with lots of wine and champagne to go round














another year has come and gone. have yet to catch on the new year high and i don't think i will tonight or anytime soon... but i'm going to do this anyway because if there's a time to reflect it's new year's day

2013 has been a year of transitions for me. transiting from the person i was for a short yet extremely significant period of my life, to this new and, hopefully, improved verson of the person i used to be a few years back. not necessarily more optimistic but hopefully self-motivated and self-sufficient; traits i find crucial in this metamorphosizing process. the year has been a continuation of pushing myself to my limits and constantly focusing on not giving in to my weaknesses or repeating past mistakes. i also believe that i have matured in one aspect or another; my perception of the world and my own life, learning to understand the people around me without passing judgements, and my thinking when it comes to making serious and permanent decisions for myself, and for the future. not going to talk about highlights of the year because that would be hell of a long list lol refer to significant posts.

here's to a brand new year; a brand new life, to be lived to its fullest. behold the future, and all that awaits in life

CHEERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps. Lol juz caught the new year high i
CLIMBED A FUCKING MOUNTAIN
CONQUERED O FUCKING LEVELS
GRADUATED FROM SECONDARY SCHOOL
WORKED AT EQUINOX
STOPPED DRIFTING EVERYWHERE
REALISED THAT I HAVE QLT FRIENDS THAT I LOVE AND GENUINELY WANT TO JEEP I MEAN KEEP
DRANK TOO MUCH WINE AND DIDNT PUKE
DID NOT FUCK MY LIFE UP
DID NOT GET A TATTOO
WENT SHOPPING
GOT TO KNOW MY BRO BETTER
TOOK PART IN 2 RACES
STUDIED
STUDIED ALOT
PASSED AMATH WITH GREEN COLORz
relived pokemon
Mapled with real friends. Lol

Happy new year :')











pre-new-year's-eve bout of semi-hp marathonz & monopolizing cos i pwnz lol







every time i hear this song i think of the good times at work

i've missed you eminem :')










the prospect of everything to come feels extremely unexciting. i've been anticipating 2014 for too long a time now.

just sent my bro off after the 2nd xmas party of the week with the mom gang and BOOZE and landed myself with a relatively bloated stomach possibly resultant of an overload of food, or wine.

also may or may not have caught a flu at work yesterday god damn those pine fresh leaf things

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! ok off to indulge in some newly rediscovered girly tendencies and everlasting harry potter fantasies





pokemon i missed you

I really couldn't care less what you think of me. I couldn't give less of a shit that you genuinely believe me to be a manipulative bitch of a daughter. i do however care that you are tearing us all apart whether you're too damn self-centred to notice shit beside yourself. i care that you are jeopardizing my dreams. i care enough that i have started taking my own life into my own hands. I hate your self-piteous sarcastic egoistic demeaning selfish lying fucking guts

greetz my pals it's 9mins to 4 in the morning and jennifer lawrence is tickling my funny and i also recently developed this compulsion where i am extremely reluctant to go to sleep because that would mean putting an end to my day and we all know how i feel about fullstops

good night zZzzx

ps it's been sooooo long since i last used a 'ps'







pps really great day spent with azrin ha really great ha ha splendid this is what has become of my vocabulary


new reads

done with jlaw tickles and i'm off to sleep

it feels like weeks since i last wrote but it's barely been four days. i wonder if that says anything about the quality of life i've been living lately. i realised i didn't blog about campfire night a few weeks back and i also realise that there is nothing much to be said about it because it was just another outdoor and thus legit np campfire. one we didn't even get to have. so here are a few pictures





























sometimes i really miss athena so much goddamn it.

anyway i managed to get through with a relative lot of reading in the past week or so, whenever icould manage it. finally getting round to clearing my poorly neglected shelf of unread books (several more still on the waiting list) okay i have to go i don't want to be late for work (another late shift day but then again every day at work is a late shift day with varying degrees of late)

praying for a cocktail party


work last night or technically two nights ago was a blast of explicit erotic humor. APC had organised a typical sort of christmas dinner event and invited kumar over to host his show. it was good. a whole lot of humor in the midst of work can never go wrong. the food was great too, no huge surprise. also had the proclaimed best tiramisu in my life

















made it through a total of 4 movies today. 2 of them over at bren's and the other 2 in bits and pieces i could fit in throughout my day. developed a slight fetish for austen themed movies. or just movies set in that age. there's something about the 40s.... or 50s. the beauty of simplicity before complications brought on by technology

so i just spent a bit of time researching on some stuff that i will be vague about... for now, and i wanted to share some of my favourite quotes from shakespeare. quotes that i feel have reached out and touched something within me.

1. Live, love, and let be

2. We will all laugh at gilded butterflies

3. It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves

4. This above all; to thine own self be true

5. The golden age is before us, not behind us

6. By that sin fell the angels






birthday surprised azrin this morning and errrrr that was the only picture i got


peppermint tea from renee and switzerland. christmas is here i smell it in my tea and i just spent the entire weekend completely hooked on the divergent trilogy. movie gonna be out next march, talk about anticipation for the new year ahead


it's the little things. always the littlest of things.




spending the day at a memorable cafe reading with a genuine companion. in vastly separate worlds concocted by our imaginations, yet at the same time connected in a way people who read are always connected.

in the midst of a carefree run after a tedious week of work, and a significant song plays and you feel fucking invincible despite that one insignificant bee-sting several minutes ago

always the smallest everyday things that make life beautiful

today i served at New Asia on the 71st floor for a really hot exciting party with a turn out of 200 highly classy guests. one of paramore's less recent albums (i can't quite recall the name) was blasting from the huge ass speakers. i also spilled champagne on myself. finally going to give myself a huge pat on the back for not entirely screwing up my first bartending experience, and for thoroughly surviving my first week of work where i spent most of my time tending the equinox private dining rooms and running typical errands.



part of yesterday's lunch; hotel buffet leftovers, a common deluxe


69th floor


she's 22 and thai and i don't even know if i will see her again

cheers to the good days bad days and new friends made

there are some nights I wait for someone to save us
but I never look inward, try not to look upward

second day of work yesterday at swissotel private dining was several notches an improvement from my first day. if work in whole is going to consist of ironically spending my time attending cocktail parties and private meetings while inhaling booze fumes in a classy ass suit, i'm going to fucking love work. my feet though


elliot smith - between the bars

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