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had a memorable laughter-filled day with the crazy joyful bunch that is s37. behold my poker hulkfaced masterpiece (those brows are to-die-for)







could not have had a more satisfactory end to the first official week of school:


friday evening-night ventures and musings about life (and some bizzare loves), i could not stop missing you guys if i tried. sharifah's ever-constant presence amidst all that is metaphorically vapour is one of the many blessings i have accounted for in this new and inconstant life. with her and many other treasured ones in an arm's reach through the span of the next two years, i am braced for the arduous journey that is the a'levels and college life.







such is the potential conclusion to phase: avocado milkshake

1. missing familiarity

2. losing my badass edge

3. budding stress

4. amateur coping capabilities

5. don't know my limits

a lot is coming over me today –more than i am willing to accept this early into the term.

pray i find the means, in myself and in the comfort of those who care, to keep the taboo that is my negativity at bay.


i find myself sitting in an empty carriage of the mrt, back from arcane day 3 (orientation) and i am gripped by some intense emotion, whipped and dragged to the spotlight in light of today's events. i am torn and slightly conflicted in the passing of my old, complicated life into this newer and more determined one. attributing this to my new found dilemma of whether to accept and hold on to the eccentric events of my past. things have changed; i have changed emotionally, physically as a person. yet doubts plague my mind. how is it healthy for a person to change so much that way in such a (relatively) short anount of time?? won't something (or more??) be lost in the process?? it has been ages since i've last written here — orientation and settling into vjc has been crazy (2h aptitude test on day 1) and each day is starting to feel like a chore, i've got a hunch it's not going to get any easier from here. in a jiffy i will find myself facing the inevitable pressures and stress of yearning to go beyond my limits without succumbing to my weaknesses. the all-too-familiarity of this feeling unsettles me. yet life goes on and my past is that which has nurtured me into the person i am right now.

masterchef: we cooked pancakes





and swam alot





just thought i would do a quick post before MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL tomorrow. hello vjc please be kind i want to make new friends

essence of an entire movie series captured in a single track

Labels: music

probably had the most uneventful first 2 days of cny in all of chinese history but hey


lunch @ miaoyan's place tmr (i love me some bukit timah) followed by a half a semi reunion dinner - half of the immediate relatives on mom's side - such is the life of a half blood