life has been happening as it gets in jc, yet there is a dormant part in me that feels terribly neglected.
and i have been in as much a state of mental dilemma as ever.  it is a constant pulsating unsettling ache relocated to somewhere at the back of my head.

i have been binging like a wild goose set loose in the vic canteen/cafe. funny how this monstrous side of me only sees light when i step into school. vj, you bring out the the worst in me. nonetheless, control. or regret like i always do but have never learnt from.

8h-sleep the past 2 days has also worked its magic. sleep more, guys. life tips 101 it works. however doubtful as to the durability of this pixie dust effect.

finally, monday. xcountry nationals and them vjxc muffins (thank u eunice god bless u holy goddess) are reason enough for motivation. next season here i come!!! but
first things first - PI first draft and mission: pass econs. here i come!!!

ok that's it for life updates
or not




 zephyr's nco camp brought to light the reality of how time flies like unflappy bird