physical and mental pain are fucking overwhelming right now...... i just want to give up so bad. I can no longer rememeber the reason why i've been doing whatever i'm doing and my head is hurting and throbbing so badly. worst part is i've been trying to convince myself to take a break of sorts this week but i can't even bring myself to let this tension go. fucking hate feeling so insecure about anything especially my studies now but what i hate the most is this feeling and state of helplessness and limitation i've found myself struggling in