Yknow sometimes you just get so dissatisfied with the way life is... all you wanna do is read or watch every movie possible and just drown yourself in whatever fantasies for a really long time and forget to live. Yeah all that despite the nagging voice at the back of your head better known as reality desperately trying to burst your delusional bubble of happiness. And somehow you keep wishing that things were different but at the same time you refuse to do anything change the way things are, because you know from experience it'll be a fucking long arduous and tiring process. So you have no choice but to alter your own perspectives but at the same time you really don't want to change anymore, because that's all you've been doing the entire short span of your life and you've almost always been certain that you have lost all traces of or forgotten who you really are. All you want at the moment is to settle into some sort of life and to stop drifting physically and emotionally. All you want is to know what you want in life and how to get there. All you want is to be happy.


Yeah well just..... that feeling