life's great. like it's really really good, you know? but i just can't help but feel fucking aimless and at this moment i can't see the point of it. tomorrow i go back to school and i may or may not feel like shit about it. then i study and bam prelim 2s. bam Os. bam holidays but so what life goes on. it GOES ON and it's the same shit again. bam jc. bam As. bam get a job. bam travel. BAM UNI and then whatever the hell comes after that. i might meet new people and make new friends i know that's great and all but really i feel that people are all the same deep inside. we only display what we choose to show to the world. i legitimately feel nothing at the thought of everything right now because everything is just so predictable.

but then i tell myself that i have yet to experience all there is to experience in this world, and the idea and the very prospect of all that is really out there is what makes me want to live so badly. i'll get past this as always.

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