Realised how wrong i've been this whole time i've been holding myself back from reading or playing the piano or just doing the things i used to. Always assuming that i have so many important things to do that i've been neglecting almost everything else because i. Am. Constantly. Fucking. Anxious. About my studies and that's not the way i want to live the next 3 months. Not the way i can live anymore because it has really taken it's toll on me. Currently reading: