Attempted to run because what just happened really sucked and probably ended up making the worst decision of my day. My head is throbbing very badly and the much too physical burn in my butt legs arms and practically every part of my body has intensified into something more, and I feel so so so exhausted and my mind overly focused. I just want everything so bad. I haven't been resting properly because of that constant guilt, that has led to a huge waste of time running away from my studies and reality, basically. I fucking need to start planning my time and life properly

Stop making me out to be some kind of fucking hateful antagonist in your fucking perfect life story

Guess I've somewhat sorted myself out yeah and there's only one thing I should do now uh study of course