In a good reminiscing mood tonight. Was also watching a few videos someone posted quite awhile back and... hmm yeah I got distracted. Her voice. Those songs. I'd be pretty darn thankful for any distraction of this sort if it were any other time but no. Not now; I need to get my head and wits together, now more than ever. Flush all other thoughts out of my system. I really don't need you in my life anymore and I am trying to veer myself away from that route that has my eye caught in its clutches at the moment. Facing much difficulty finding other alternatives though.




The past two days/evenings/nights have been pretty bright in the company of people I love, and am really absolutely fond of :) I don't know what it is I've been feeling and I don't need to know. I just feel so... happy and light at the thought and idea of you. You are so good for me. My mind has been drifting so much lately it's pretty crazy and I miss you already.




disclaimer for all cat pics:
goth gurl