<3 lovely day spent with my dear girl. Thank you for everything.

Fact that POP is tomorrow, and everything that meant half the world to me the past 3.5 years is coming to an end, isn't sinking in just yet. Somehow I feel as though things ended a year ago when we became ma'ams ourselves, and gave up that cadetship. Or just... things aren't actually over yet because there's still shooting comp, and we're just going on a really long break. I feel like i should be writing 19 extremely sincere letters, or at least a single emotional post, but tonight just isn't it. Nothing feels real just yet, you know. Either way, I refuse to let go.














I don't want to let go.