It's almost impossible to believe that anything anyone ever does for you is half as sincerely selfless as they make it out to be. Every good deed seems to be done for the sake of making one feel better about oneself. That is to me, at least. It's been near impossible to believe otherwise lately. Just keep things real, or shut up and don't end up making a fool out of you and contradicting yourself.



The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, all their virtues make them vulnerable; they are wounded, sometimes destroyed. Perhaps it really is for the better, and selfishness really is just that essential for survival.



Another thing that really sucks is to realise that the people around you have actually been harboring the thoughts they do. What if it were me, rather than a junior, that you were talking about then? You'd probably have said the same things. Insensitive, clueless. You say all that because you have never understood, and it hurts like hell.




Nice seeing bren and pamela and...just hanging around this evening despite knowing how much I really can't afford it. Unlimited shit waiting to be done and.....headache from opening my eyes too wide too often today. Never thought the sight of food could make me this nauseous sniffles bad timing bad timing time to get some ass on for amath mock and....life
Ps. 4nchor whatsapp. Horrors have come to life.
Pps. Really lacking sleep these days la time management need help
Ppps. Some guy sketchin me on the mrt ok bye