Damn pleasant day with this lovely runner <3




I don't know what to say. I'm sorry. Cannot be sorry enough. People I genuinely care about are hurting and shit because of this. I'm not thinking straight now; my thoughts are in a complete mess but I'm just certain that I don't want to go back there. I just hope she isn't beating herself up about this. Things are different, I am no longer blaming anyone. I just want to move on with my life so please, let me. To the rest of you, forget it. Judge me all you please because all I need right now are the people around me who have been for years now. Nothing more, nothing less.

Ps. Counting down, 3 more days. Sigh.