Having an 'a christmas carol' moment right now with the nostalgic flashbacks and all. I remember it was early last year when somebody told me that what I was doing back then would hurt the people around me. Most recently I've come to a very abrubt realisation on how horrible I actually am as a person, and how selfish I've been to the people around me who actually care. Despite believing otherwise this whole time. The silence between me and everyone I've unknowingly hurt is deafeningly filled with the words we never had the courage to speak. Whether conscious or unconscious, it really doesn't matter. Things have to change and I have so much to make up for.

Good job for area games day today cedar NP. Forget those accusations, we've done ourselves proud enough. :-)

Ps. Piano exam in 4 days, and I am secretly in love with grand pianos