Anyway, I realised that nothing really is simple. No matter who we hang around; who we trust, there has to be some kind of responsibility and consequence that's never too pretty. I wish I didn't have to choose between every damn thing just to please everybody. I know I shouldn't feel the need to please everyone... but she's different. I've put her through more than enough and I'm really really tired of hurting her. But.......................
For some reason I can't fathom I just feel like there's so much kept inside of me that I can't bring myself to talk about... It's very draining. Very tiring. I just don't know how to put it all out there...


Final VCA run.... and man did I let myself down. Did worse than I did last year... I should be lucky I even made the top 20 at all in this state. Couldn't help but have hoped for better. Really expected so much more of myself.

And because andes (pardon the face) thank you sha <3 <3




Been waiting quite awhile for an opportunity to take a full pic of all of us in our own uniforms ahhh all so grown up (and cute)




















Perfect end to a (should have been) perfect day with my fishes. Once again, happy 17th birthday dearest lid, really hope we made your day <3

good indie,
a run under the sun

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