Sooo our hotel's directly above sunway lagoon and the view from our room (29th floor) is



amaze balls

Despite all her previous attempts to tear our family apart it felt as though someone wrenched my heart out of my chest when I saw her emaciated as she was. The way she hugged me and wouldn't let go; how she apologized to my mom and pleaded for forgiveness, she made me want to cry out in pity. It also made me realised that she was getting really old. Things got less awkward and up a notch towards the end and I managed to squeeze in a 3 hour nap... I think we might be coming back tomorrow. Anyway I really appreciate everything the maid has done and for being so damned loveable and melayu.

Again I admit that I could have hoped for worse sigh I have to stop expecting the worst out of everything. But at least that way I spare myself the disappointment.


It's gonna be a long night. So much to do.