had another one of our food for thought deepshit convos with biste. specifically about happiness and people philosophy and ourselves. i never really understood why people (myself included) have always found it so hard to be themselves. i know about the whole simplified 'society is fucked' shit that goes around man been there done that but really there's a whole lot more to it. you may be able to find yourself again and once you manage to grasp on to 'you', your fingers will slip away almost immediately. well that is, unless you're a lucky bastard who has all sorts of the right people around you to help keep a firm hold onto your 'self' for you, and accept you for who you've become. but otherwise... welcome to reality. i have not resigned to fate. i believe there is a world worth living for out there, and I am willing to wait for it. we are young.....? hmm I feel 56 at the moment

i am young and on a side note it's past 2am and i am doing myself no good because maths test...