"Why are you associating yourself with her?"
I stood up for you when she (of all people) attempted to warn me off. Back then, I sure didn't know better. Well now I do, and I daresay I stand by what I said.
You were never as messed up as you made yourself out to be from the start. The matter has always really lied with the things that you say and do; how you never fail to make others feel unimportant as can be. You take so much for granted, and you refuse to get off the bus once in awhile to appreciate whatever view you've been presented with. You are selfish. So very unbelievably selfish. You fail to notice anything that doesn't directly affect you. Stop dramatizing everything and carry on living your life. I'm sure you'll make it far with your charisma.
I don't know where you might want to go from here but that's that. I can't even be sure that you would actually bother enough to come on here, but I don't think I can ever bring myself to tell you everything I truly feel and have always wanted to say to you. I am sorry for this, I am sorry for being the way I am. But this is probably as honest as I've ever been.

You never noticed that I broke my promise shortly after making it. Well, let's just say you have literally left your marks on me and I won't be able to forget for as long as those scars stay. I can't ever forget.

Ps. I'd wait till 6th Feb for better effect, but I don't think I can hold this much in any longer.

Pps. I swear to myself that this is the last time I'll ever cry over something as pointless as this