today
you threw a bunch of stuff at me
amongst which i derived a penknife
along with a plastic casing of brand new blades
i was appalled
you of all people
you cried back then
you cannot wait to see me leave
this ruined excuse of a home
or this empty callous world
all the same
well
neither can i
it's as though i've had everything i once believed in slip out of my grip within the span of a year
i now remember what changed my attitude towards my studies at the end of the year;
just let go of it all and let yourself out
nothing is worth it
just study
do it for yourself