Now I see how I've managed to be so 'happy' and all that shit the past weeks. I've been running away, soughting distraction after distraction and wondering when this huge escapade of mine will end

There's something about her. I don't know what that is, but I've been certain about that right from the start. She may not extinguish the cold flames of this depression but she sure makes me smile like...... This is enough for now