I am back from this lawyer's party event and well I met somebody... I got pressed into having a conversation with her though it was probably worth what I learnt tonight. It's just too bad she's in no place to do anything to help me. Yet to be honest that was more of a confirmation than anything. I daresay my judgement nearly matches up to that of a psychiatrist's.

But what is the point? Nothing can be done. My parents have no damn clue for god's sake. There's still time...