I've been doing alot of thinking lately (not a very smart thing to do) and realised that as a person, I tend to think way more than what's good for me before I actually put into action.

It's definitely the case for most of my friendships, and whatever relationships I have that have been gradually moulded into that. I think, doubt, question and never actually allow myself the space to be happy and live in the moment.

Well, it's a complete different issue when it comes to my relationships and... all that. I tend to not think at all; just allow myself to be led blindly into the warmth and comfort of my own feels. That's when I actually start to feel happy. I am not thinking. I just do, rather than think, overthink and overdo every damn thing related to rooting my doubts.

The real root to happiness really is to simply be that straightforward simpleton. Or in other words, a kid. There really is no point reading a colossal load of meaning into every damn thing you come across.






Okay... This is not working out very well, I feel as though I'm whirling and rounding back in a huge complicated circle.

Ps. I'm not 'that kind' of person; I don't like to be defined.