What's wrong with me? I was never this way. You want me to tell you and you keep attempting to reassure me. It's so clear you don't give a fuck. I'm sick and fucking tired of you. I just hope you realise that whatever it is that you do mean a whole lot of other things to me. Perhaps this is me overthinking; reading a whole lot more into your shallow actions but well I made a mistake, and I have to face whatsoever consequence that follows.
Get out of my life. I don't think there's anymore I can lose to you.




Letting go of all this shit, for good I hope, and aiming for that A1. It can't be too late. It's no longer about letting myself down. So many people I will must and have to do this for.








Sucks that we never got to know each other better sigh.. Cheers to my 15 rounds this morning! Really wish we could carry on.. Next week, next year.

Ps really can't take your words for fuck man i'm just getting angrier and angrier the more i think of everything. Let me stop thinking for once... There's so much to get done.

Pps have to stop crying all i've done today is cry cry and cry god at every end and corner of the school/house/neighborhood it is beyond pathetic and so tiring. But thank god I can still cry