I'm getting away off twitter. I won't deactivate my account because I do not know when I may decide to go back. Tomorrow? A month later? Never? I need to get myself back together. Tired of consciously making the same decisions over and over again but never having any of it work out once.

This week I learnt how much hate and whatsoever negative emotions I have buried within myself and I feel it all oozing through my pores as I play the piano strum the guitar shoot that ball and run run run and i just can't seem to stop crying it gets frustrating especially when I'm aware that i am far beyond my own reach

I have been running away and now I can't find my way back

Yet...

Maybe it's not about going back

but about being where you are.


I'd like to spend another night with these two people