I really really find some sort of thrill in tiring myself out and that drives me to feel better about myself. Maybe it's easier to kid myself into believing that I got things done because I am already worn out. But whatever, good drives are good and it definitely feels good dancing / spending time with athena / running and basically doing everything that has got to do with AC. Next wednesday, sigh A & J stress. Well, thank god the campfire's in order (at least)


ps. Shin splint is back with a new fury

Pps. i don't even know what I want to be percepted as