There is so much I have to get sorted out in my head, i'm certain there is something really wrong with me and I just really refuse to go on living like this. It is fucking tiring. I should host an open house into my mind, definitely fits the latest Halloween theme. I guess one needs no reason to cry... Or simply be sad. It's been nearly impossible for me to cry lately. It would be nice if I could just let go; let it all out of myself.