Tired of feeling this way.. being this way. Always say that all I need is some time away from everything; a peace of mind.... go to new zealand etc etc but i guess that's just what I assume would solve all my problems. running away. all i know is to run from this wreck of a life.

It obviously hasn't been working out. It's not normal... nothing has been the way it should be. i don't even know what the right way to feel is. Somebody teach me the rules of life. i'm so tired of trying to figure everything out by myself

sick of days like this. sick of living my life in my own head.