Let me have a moment here



I was just watching Friends and all then had this very odd revelation about Love and what it actually is. Not the cliché oOoooh i don't understand luvluv shit but well what it really is..... The reality of it. The idea of it is insane, actually, accepting every flaw of a person and everything they do having some sort of hypnotic revelling effect on you, never getting sick of them.
That just brings 'commitment' to a whole new level, one I doubt i'd ever have the capability to reach.
I don't think I actually can trust anybody
Sure I take my chances and let slip a secret or two, what are those risks worth anyway.
It's fucking scary to believe so much in anything
just to have it all snatched away in a split second
I can't even let me have a friend...
Why would I be this way.....
it's fucking lonely in here.