It's for things like these I miss London so much








Just sitting here looking through the glass that separates me from the rest of the bustling world. I enjoy observing my surroundings, looking at the people walking past me, guessing and judging from their outfits and the expressions on their faces, where they're headed or how lost they are in their own lives. The aunties, the primary school children ushered about by their parents with weary faces, the people who try too hard to ruin their own lives, and the mentally and physically disabled trying to find a place in this world, or just Burger King, without attracting too much attention and pity that the majority of them love to hate.

On a brighter note, bumped into Jannell and caught up for abit, and academics aside, she seems to be doing pretty well. I think she is one of the really few people I can visualize myself hanging around in the less distant future. This really is the only case of my old friends in which both parties are more than willing to catch up and ya actually just lepak :-( It is pretty sad come to think of it but then again that's why I'd rather not

Back to current news, well there's this girl I swear I've seen around somewhere before, the hair, legs and that vacant expression she never fails to put on. She just walked past me again, probably her fourth round around this therapeutic building I don't live in. Amazing awkward swim in the sweltering heat and sun this afternoon without my goggles and I felt like the sexiest fish alive - awkward because I am extremely unburnt

I may be lost. I do not know my purpose. I definitely do not trust anybody, but look on the bright side guys!!! Nobody actually is alone.

Ps. Are you always this easy with people? The way you behave around me does things to me that I never dare voice out because I don't think it would be fair for you to change for the sake of somebody you don't even know.

Pps. kayak mode #on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!