So much I'd like to say to you but I'm too sure we'll both burst out in tears before I even get started. I don't ever want to deal with or voice out my doubts about this relationship because I just really don't want to risk losing it for good. Or everything getting any more awkward than they already are. Sigh, so much is going on. I can't talk to you. You can be sure of one thing though, you'll always be one of the two people I love. For sure.





It really is just another day for us to reflect on how sad we really are as a family. Just look at everyone else out there, with all their vast gifts and daily-proclaimed love.