Yeah hey. Life has been a pretty huge mess and I'm trying my best to get things back together. Right now, I'm at Coffee Bean desperately attempting to do something about my chem homework and bio test tomorrow, and well we'll see how things go, won't we.

I left my spectacles on the bus yesterday and couldn't be fucked twice to add that onto my angst list, so I comforted myself with the fact that I may have nice eyes. Though my spectacles have always been something to make me feel somewhat more secure, what with half my vision blocked by the framings and such. It makes everything around me sort of woozy, as if I'm in a dream. And nOoOoOoOo likes me better with spectacles on so superficial mode #on.
The coffee here is h u m o n g o u s lol alright so life ah I feel the constant need to split myself into three Anitas to satisfy each major aspect of my life right now. I just feel overwhelmed with guilt all the time now.

Oh supposed LJ today was amazing. I mean the workshop and shit were shit lah but I had fun I guess and I was able to just smile and relax. Had fun in class with Valerie Nicole VGoh Jen. Then had a gay hell of a time with charlie the dinosaur running all over the place stealing food and being ADD kids I am sorry but HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAGAGAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

The personality test today made so much sense in a way that just doesn't and won't ever make sense to me. Sometimes I really hate who I am and who I have to be.