I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Hilarious really. The way this song brought crazy feelings and messed my head up early last year. The way I was vaguely amused at how fragile I was those months. The way its all coming back like a mother fucking cycle again this year. Too bad January's only barely ending. The Script does things to me I can't even start to fathom, no wonder I moved on to Coldplay. Peace of mind and soul.

Tentative Lit. trip venue is now officially U.K. UfreakingK! London. Wait for me baby British sexccents.

Supposed study date with Alicia turned out to be a part failure-threesome-stress-date with Jen and Jaslyn, part-coldplay-blasting-in-the-ears-focusing-on-mindmap date with them plus Chelsea and Alicia. Two losers lost one loser's wallet and no I am neither loser.

Travelled all over Nex looking for Isetan because I suck and got something with Chels and Esther heheeeee too bad though sigh. 呼啊呼啊！Hate blogging from the phone. Okay bye this is the part where I turn almost-suicidal from stress because I am just too superficially weak and... idk sia absurd?

Guess what I got today for being a good girl. (at least I think that's what its for but omfg marry me?!?!)