Went to school to meet echo and then had dragon boating 4-6pm @ kallang and it was gross but ok super fun. Reminded me of the times when I would just boat because I could and I felt like it. Okay streaming results were more than fine. I think I'm lucky as hell to get my 1st choice. Though I want my sshist lit sigh
not enough people to open a freaking class. Next year's gonna be a happier year with my lito kiddo gang. I have to believe that.

I didn't even feel like blogging today. Just so god damned tired. I don't like recalling past events. No matter how recent. I don't like conjuring my past feelings and evaluating them. Its just so draining and I'm always at a loss for words. I think I need someone and yet something's stopping me. I don't even know what I'm doing and what I want man jeesh I should stop messing with myself. Someday I'll appreciate all this.