hey nathan


hey. today's pretty much been a really hard day. well mentally, for me. I can't be myself without getting judged. and then again i'm already too judged it would be odd to change other's judgements of me. so all in all its about what others think. yeah sure i wish i could stop caring. but its never been easy. I can't choose what to feel.

School was shit. Couldnt even work in peace. Ting li was okay. After that study date with athena went horrible i barely did a thing, then ended up watching some faggot jap cartoon spirit show that used to freak the shit out of me 5 years back, and still does. Nothing's changed for the better. ugh just waiting for all this to end.