So..... during sel had some leng drama again. Yeah he gave us some speech on how he talked about expelling some students during some meeting cuz of the bad influence one or two of us are having on the entire class. Uh and yeah he made it so fucking obvious alright. Plus he had to warn the parents about what stupid lameass shit. Still haven't forgotten that "fallen angel" crap. Go on this way and yeah my mum will pull me out of cedar for sure. I seriously have no idea what i've done. Honestly. I've changed so much. Idk what more there is to do. And what good is this going to bring man. Other than completely fucking my future up. I am not a noisy kid. I hate being called that. I don't even talk when i don't see the need to, thanks.

So yeah then last period we had R&P and all the leng drama restarted. Never felt so united as a class hahahahha sat together for support but couldnt help but cry. And edwina actually cried cuz she thought tricia was kelian ohmygodz can you say cute??? Had lunch with dharnia(: at whitesands then went homeeee yay typical school day. Ok so i'm just so freaking demoralised now but i see i don't have a choice but to please everyone. Yeah i'm that pathetic.

Ps. You can ruin my reputation for all i fucking care but no not her's. You know how badly she want's to get in but you're ruining everything for her. She's innocent and you know it. What's one or two mistakes or moments of defiance man get the fuck over it.

Heyho. So far Cs for cheena, math, english and D for geog. Sigh idk what's happening. I thought i improved so much in CT1. Am i being complacent. I don't think so, i've never studied as hard as this in my entire life. It's just so fucking demoralising... History and Lit are my hopies now :'( I need to get them next year lah omfg pleaseeee.

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